Chinthana

  The sounds we hear today are not heard today. The chirping of birds is not like before. It is very sweet, clear, and different. When I breathe, my body and mind feel like I am in a heavenly world on earth. As the sun cuts down on the cloak and the devotees descend the ground, It looks to me like a herd of white cocks walking on the edge of the paddy field in a holy manner. My eyes are drawn to it when I see it. Because my heart is thrilled to see it. It's so beautiful that I can be drawn to it by my second hearing of the temple verses. There are no heard noises in the village as usual. Today is quieter and calmer than usual. Because today is a FULL MOON POYA DAY is a day to FILL IN THE BLANKS ...🙏🙏🙏

  It was not a normal day for me than.it was a day when I used to be normal and today I have a very restless nature in my body and mind. Sometimes i run around, Sometimes i think. I run again. What is the reason for such behaviour? What happened to me? The sound of the "lab" "Dab" is not normally heard as usual. It is louder and faster than usual. I feel like my chest is jammed. I can here my neighbours, friends, relatives are talking about me. I can here them talking. My mother puts her hands in the air and prayers to god. I realize that my mind and body are gradually getting colder. Nail bite, sweating.....😨😰😱 The TV on the side lines says the results have been released. Residents type in my exam number and look up the results online. In an instant, everyone is staring straight at me. Feeling we have "RUN OUT OF GAS" emotionally. Suddenly someone said the word "ATHIYANTHAN KOLLA PASS" and I felt breathless. The joy I felt at that moment was ...

 Normally, November and December are a time of continuous downpour... So going out of the house at that time means the leeches have to come and take a bath....😣 because that is the time when they go out the most. Anyway, at that time I was bored of the past seasons...I'm fingering each other when the sun rises, but I'm very happy when the sun rises, 😀 but it's only for a while 😥, It's raining cats and dogs again. So what I do at that time is take my blanket and put on my jersey, curl up and go to sleep soundly...😴 or look out the window of my room at the mist with the rain and drink a cup of hot tea to remind Mr of the beautiful events of my past.  I love window fog,finger-drawing a habit I've had since I was a kid, but still...😁😆😜 But I really like that rain because the coolness that comes with it takes me to a stranger's world. So maybe that's why l like and dislike that season.....💓💓💔💔